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birrrrrthhhhhhhhhhhhhhdaaaaaaayyyyyyy!!!!
suz
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[06 Sep 2005|01:31pm] |
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BIRTHDAY!!!
suz
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| A Vampire's Laments |
[08 Aug 2005|04:01am] |
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I am the walking dead heartbreaker, my apologies,
I'm happy you'll never understand what
It's like to be trapped under six feet of solid glass,
I can see out, but no one gets in
Screaming at this prison, I've locked myself into,
I'm sorry that I'm still breathing and that I'll
Kill again. But the loneliness is too much for me to handle.
But the taste for fresh blood, pushes me on.
The fear of romance
The pain of living
The joy of sorrow
The strength of not forgiving
I told myself the constant pain would ease the tension burning inside
But the nights were cold and the days dragged to weeks,
I will die here alone I will die
God help me, I'm so tired,
but in my dreams the wolves eat out my soul
God help me, I'm so frightened,
but in my dreams wolves tear out my heart
I used to be golden, a saint in a time of sorrow,
but then the turning came and I kissed
The sun goodbye, don't you get it,
it's always darker in my eyes, the screams of my brothers
Egging me on
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[04 Aug 2005|06:07am] |
Life just doesn't get any better for me ever
I can't remember a time when I was truly happy
When someone was always there for me
I'm so sick of disappoint
Crying at everything
I'm over it
I'm over everyone
Fuck off.
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[24 Jul 2005|09:00pm] |
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Boring week ahead!!!
Choo choo.
Jason in New York 'til Tuesday
Kerry is sick -- that's lame...
Giving Madi daddy time.
Lindsay is grounded from the car. Hahaha. Never thought that would happen.
Shut up... you have cancer!!!
SOMEONE RESCUE MEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!
Yea so when the fuck am I gonna see him?
So I'm home for like 4 hours -- my parents are home for 10 mins and already there's fucking screaming going on. I hate it here. Fucking noise...
ESCAPE
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[15 Jul 2005|12:37pm] |
Obviously calling someone fake
Doesn't make you feel so cheap
slut.
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[14 Jul 2005|09:33am] |
*sigh*
it's really hard for me to seperate myself from a person i just kinda ... left in the dust.
he cant let himself hate me but he should.
i guess weed kind of changed me like he said it did.
and it did...
because im moody now...
and i cant control my emotions.
so i know ive realized this soon enough to stop.
i won't be like my brother...
and let something so stupid control me.
im in control now.
fuck you.
but weed also helped me realize.
how much i wasnt missing out on.
and that he was just comfort for something i couldnt have.
but now that i feel a little comfort in what i want...
i dont feel guilty.
in the end we are all selfish.
all vunerable to substance.
we say nothing controls us but we are weak.
as of today...
i quit.
suz
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[11 Jul 2005|11:48am] |
So I have this little writing board on my closet and about a month ago my sister writes on it "Julie wuz here" with a bunch of hearts and stars... and I'm laying on my bed and I guess I just spaced out and read it and it says "Madi wuz here and loves you very much" ... I can't believe it took me that long to realize Madi erased "Julie" and wrote "Madi" and then added a "loves you very much" at the end. hahaha. So random.
I saw it and giggled. Thanks for that Madi <3 and I love you too :)
hahaha
suz
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[07 Jul 2005|03:36am] |
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you say it's perfect
but i think it's god's way
of telling me i better think fast
or never breathe again
its silly us
playing a quick game with our hearts
dribble
shoot
miss
time is our worst enemy
suz
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[06 Jul 2005|03:29am] |
I think I'm going to end it.
Yup.
93% sure
7% fucked up
OMG.
cheese sandwich
I want a ride to PIS tomorrow.
kplz.
Jason you have no idea how happy I was to see you tonight.
I have boobs.
4 4 4 4 Coronas in 20 minutes!!!
You fucking alcoholic.
Hahahaha.
I want a taco.
meow
suz
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| We love you Dom. |
[28 Jun 2005|03:07am] |
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this isnt a time to laugh at the past or cry at the future
this isnt a time to be angry or feel betrayed
this isnt a time to ask why or why her
this isnt a time for comfort or rebellion
this is a time for realization
that this life is nothing to take for granted
that every person you ever meet will affect you one way or another
that every moment you pass up for happiness is another moment wasted
this is a slap in the face
that life is cruel and works in the weirdest yet the most honest ways
that this world is shitty and no one deserves tragedy
that your bestfriend can always become your worst enemy
this is a time for hoping hard
that everything you took for granted wont be lost
that every smile that you see on a persons face wont be faded
that every memory wont be wasted and washed away by tears
this is a time for remembering
that no one is safe from reality
that anyone can suffer or endure tradegy
that you are never alone
that you can smile through your tears
HOPE IS WITHIN US ALL
suz
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| 20 friends -- Stolen from DOM!! |
[15 Jun 2005|05:45pm] |
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01. Robbie
02. Nicole
03. Lindsay
04. Mari
05. Derrick
06. Batman
07. Ali
08. Madi
09. Andrea
10. Vanessa
11. Alexis
12. Sean
13. Andrew
14. Brittany
15. Jason
16. Ashley
17. Danny
18. Steve
19. Katrina
20. Catherine
Who is #8 going out with? No one -- She's a pimp, duh.
Is #9 a boy or a girl? Girl
Would #11 and #2 make a cute couple? If they were lesbians... sure!
How about #18 and #4? Mari's too young for Steve...
What grade is #17 in? He's in college... I think
When was the last time you talked to #12? Like 3 days ago he was telling me how much he missed me :)
What is #6's favorite band? Armor For Sleep... I think that's still his favorite...
Does #1 have any siblings? Two older sisters... no one younger
Would you ever date #3? Naw... she's just a booty call :)
Would you ever date #7? I'd go to jail...
Is #16 single? Yes
What's #15's last name? Shit... I know this one I swear... No I lied... I don't remember
What's #10's middle name? Don't know
What's #5's favorite things to do? Me... hahaha... no get himself grounded so I can't see him in forever :( FREE DERRICK!!!
Is #13 hot? OH YOU KNOW IT!!! He get's me taco bell and then I get tomatoes all over his seats.
Would #14 and #19 make a good couple? What's with you and lesbianism?
Tell me a random fact about #11? One time... I spent 5 days at her house and she kept telling me to go take a poop... but I couldn't poop so she made fun of me!
And #1: He's my loverface and he has a caffiene obsession
And #3: She likes to pee infront of me...
Have you ever had a crush on #15? Hahahaha... whyyyyyyyyyyy... yes... a big one... and he totally rejected me :)
Where does #9 live? In a house... duh!
What's #4's favorite color? Orange and Pink?
Would you make out with #14? Anyday... but her boyfriend would kick my ass... lol
Are #5 & #6 best friends? They don't even know eachother silly!
Does #7 like #20? Again... they don't know eachother!!!
Does #8 like #19? See above.
How did you meet #2? At P.I.S... we walked to Wendy's together and fell in love. Lol
How did you meet #18? Calvary Chapel w/ Brittany :)
Does #10 have any pets? I don't know... she works at a vet's office so most likely...
Is #12 older than you? nope
Is #17 the sexiest person alive, or what? I'd hit it ♥
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| Me and Gary are better than you |
[12 Jun 2005|10:22pm] |
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Thanks.
ego0osuicide: look at you with your white mesh half-shirt
LimoZeenXcore: check you out with your spandex miny skirt
LimoZeenXcore: hahah suzi you just made my night
ego0osuicide: you're such a black lacker table
LimoZeenXcore: excuse me?
LimoZeenXcore: you sure talk alot
ego0osuicide: well you're as fake as a ... beauty shop nagle
LimoZeenXcore: admit it
LimoZeenXcore: you want what i got
LimoZeenXcore: youve got invisable fangs
LimoZeenXcore: and teri nun bangs your erotic cabaret is non stop stop stop
<3 One day we'll just break out in Dirty Sanchez song and no one will know what the crap is going on.
Loves.
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[08 Jun 2005|11:59am] |
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The Bravery
July 18th @ The Culture Room
Me and Andrew crapped ourselves when we saw this in a magazine!!!
Weeeeeeeeeeeee!!!
pre-ordered mothatruckas!!
♥suz
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[06 Jun 2005|01:25pm] |
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We talk for hours
But nothing is ever said
Our silence is beautiful
Never awkward
So... I was going to post a bunch of pictures but I'm too effin' lazy...
SoOoOo... I'll just post some... the ones I felt like resizing...
( pictures and such )
That took forever!!!
I miss my bitch. Fur reel dough.
Madi come home!!!
suz
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[25 May 2005|03:28am] |
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() smoked a cigarette
() smoked a cigar
(x) made out with a member of the same sex
() crashed a friend's car
() stolen a car
() been in love
(x) been dumped
(x) shoplifted
() been fired
() been in a fist fight
(x) snuck out of parent's house
(x) had feelings for someone who didn't have them back
() been arrested
(x) made out with a stranger
(x) gone on a blind date
() been to Mexico
(x) been on a plane
() thrown up in a bar
(x) purposely set a part of yourself on fire
(x) eaten Sushi
() been snowboarding
(x) met someone BECAUSE of MySpace
(x) been moshing at a concert
() been in an abusive relationship
(x) taken painkillers
(x) love someone right now
(x) laid on your back and watched cloud shapes go by
(x) made a snow angel
(x) jumped into a pile of leaves
(x) gone sledding
(x) cheated while playing a game
(x) been lonely
(x) fallen asleep at work/school
() used a fake ID
(x) watched the sun set
() felt an earthquake
(x) touched a snake
(x) been tickled
(x) been robbed
(x) robbed someone
(x) been misunderstood
() pet a reindeer/goat
(x) won a contest
() ran a red light
() been suspended from school
(x) had detention
() been in a car accident
() had braces
(x) eaten a whole pint of ice cream in one night
(x) had deja vu
() danced in the moonlight
(x) hated the way you look
(x) witnessed a crime
(x) pole danced
(x) squished barefoot through the mud
(x) been lost
() been to the opposite side of the country
(x) swam in the ocean
(x) felt like dying
(x) cried yourself to sleep
(x) played cops and robbers
(x) recently colored with crayons/colored pencils/markers
(x) sung karaoke
(x) paid for a meal with only coins
(x) done something you told yourself you wouldn't
(x) made prank phone calls
(x) laughed until some kind of beverage came out of your nose
(x) caught a snowflake on your tongue
(x) kissed in the rain
(x) written a letter to Santa Claus
() been kissed under a mistletoe
(x) watched the sun set with someone you care about
(x) blown bubbles
() made a bonfire on the beach
(x) crashed a party
() have traveled more than 5 days with a car full of people
(x) gone rollerskating/blading
(x) had a wish come true
(x) worn pearls
() jumped off a bridge
(x) screamed "penis" in class
(x) ate dog food
() told a complete stranger you loved them
(x) sang in the shower
(x) have a little black dress
() fucked in a park
(x) had a dream that you married someone
() glued your hand to something
() got your tongue stuck to a pole
() kissed a fish
() worn clothes of the opposite sex
() been a cheerleader
(x) sat on a roof top
() had sex at a church
(x) screamed at the top of your lungs
() done a one-handed cartwheel
(x) talked on the phone for more than 6 hours
(x) stayed up all night
(x) didnt take a shower for a week
() pick and ate an apple right off the tree
(x) climbed a tree
() had a tree house
(x) are scared to watch scary movies alone
(x) believe in ghosts
() have more than 30 pairs of shoes
(x) worn a really ugly outfit to school
(x) gone streaking
(x) played ding-dong-ditch
(x) played chicken fight
(x) been pushed into a pool with all your clothes on
(x) been told you're hot by a complete stranger
() broken a bone
(x) been easily amused
() caught a fish then ate it
() made porn
(x) caught a butterfly
(x) laughed so hard you cried
(x) cried so hard you laughed
(x) mooned/flashed someone
(x) had someone moon/flash you
(x) forgotten someone's name
(x) slept naked
() French braided someones hair
() gone skinny dipping in the ocean
() been kicked out of your house
My life is boring.
I want to be able to X out atleast 6 of these by the end of summer. Thanks.
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Hi, I'm Suzy and my life revolves around coked up hags. Just thought I'd let you all know the only reason I talk shit about people is because I'm jealous that I'm ugly and have no real friends. Life is tragic. I hang around 14 yr olds because no one else likes me. I wish I could get over you but you're just too perfect. Please talk to me more because it makes my day since I have nothing else going for me.
Some girls are fucking idiots.
Don't think you're that fucking special please.
And yes, I'm ugly... but I still get more guys than you <3
I ♥ Victoria because she talks in her sleep.
suz
P fucking S - Light the Candles
They are amazing... go listen to them STAT!!!
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| One time I sucked 6 in row... |
[15 May 2005|08:07pm] |
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o aq: get those pics up, i need some masturbation material and your myspace ones are getting old
WTF would I do without you Jasonface?
Sprankton(n) - A disease you get from chewing too much.
Hahahaha... I'll never get over that.
This weekend was randomly spactacular.
( We like 'em fresh )
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| Jason is the worst person everrrr!!! |
[09 May 2005|04:47pm] |
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ego0osuicide: imma get raped one of these days
o aq: he'd give up because he probably wouldn't be able to fit inside your TEENY WEENY vagina
ego0osuicide: GO DIE JASON!!!
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ego0osuicide: now im just a fucking notepad to you? and last night I was just a thing to stick your dick in, huh?
o aq: first thing, darling, my dick would not fit into you even if we dumped half a bottle of atroglide on it
Away message and profile.
Grrrr...
Story ended </3
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[01 May 2005|12:18am] |
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The fortune I got tonight
"Go ahead and be as sexy as you can."
I love it ^_^
suz
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[20 Apr 2005|08:49pm] |
May 29, 2005
Ft. Lauderdale, FL
@ The Factory
From First To Last
Emanuel
Halifax
He Is Legend
I pretty much just wet my panties.
*dies*
suz
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[12 Apr 2005|03:03am] |
"Wait, its totally okay to get with my boyfriend, while im going out with him though right?"
Let's just clear this up kids. Two weeks broken up. EXBOYFRIEND.
I'm sorry for any trouble I caused anyone.
People just need to worry about themselves.
I never bragged about it because it's none of anyone's business.
This shit needs to end now.
Sorry again.
suz
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[10 Apr 2005|10:58pm] |
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Talk all the shit you want bitch.
Don't let me see you in person again.
You have no room saying ANYTHING about anyone else you dirty piece of shit.
I'm done with you.
suz
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[10 Apr 2005|07:35pm] |
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Last night was pretty insane. Drunk scene kids amaze me <3
It was "FANTASTIC"... hahaha. That was for Ashley.
I slept on the floor... on a pillow because Lindsay is just about the loudest sleeper ever.
I'm still sorta dizzy. Prob 'cause I spent all day in the sun.
Got a little tanner. Wooooo!!!
Pics from everybody elses camera later. Hahaha.
Those Kermit the frog undies will go down in history.
<333
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